Nighttime

He will drop by in an hour or so. 

Have missed him so. I am confusion personified. 

Short story; all was well, He has been away and I have missed him. 

Then bbq, boy is there,  with smile and all the deep talks that makes me want to kiss him.

Shouldn't be this way

Today another bbq with man that is radiant of sex. Want to press him up against a wall and rip his clothes off.

Still. I am in love. 

Someone please tell me I am not alone