Fatale on a low

I want to go out on a manhunt. 

I feel like 17. 

Dinner with the object went well but the sex wasn't very well synked and now he hasn't called me back.

I know its a very non-femme-fatale thing to do to worry when this happens but at the moment I am quite fragile - break-up reality is perhaps hitting me a bit. 

I need to go out party and make out with innocent blond summerboys with slim hips. On a confidence-low and I need so radiance. Object has too much self-control (remember I am used to boys without any control at all) to boost it. 

Something has to be done.