Sunday, 15 February 2009

Planning Ahead

So I now plan to

Discretely get rid of Waterpologuy (I keep on making out with him at parties)
Go on a second brilliant but platonic date with African Prince
See if I can sleep with Beautiful Boy again, because I need good sex
Make Prince Charming kiss me at the ball on Saturday (Take it slooow)

I also just bought a fur coat. I am sure rocking up outside his door wearing only that and diamonds will help

Sunday, 8 February 2009

Circus Fatale

Mr Perfect has vanished from the earth's surface. 
I decided to be celibate for a while. Focus on studies and friends. After all the attractiveness of people here isn't breathtaking.

And then evidently they all start lining up.

I celebrated my "21st", not as in years but as in men. I was busy being celibate when i spot this Beautiful Boy on the dancefloor. I really was going to be good (see WaterPoloGuy). But I cannot remember the last time i was that turned on. Turns out I can still do one-night-stands, and do them well (4 times, boy didn't leave me until 1pm, the way I like it). Turns out I had forgotten sex could be so good without emotions.

Also there was WaterPoloGuy. I used to have a crush on this guy. Our friends try to set us up. We have now kissed twice. He has stayed here but I was still devoted to celibacy so it was just cuddles. He just seems to innocent for me though.

However, that would be well if another player hadn't stepped into the scene. 
Yes, Prince Charming suddenly has realised; he, likes, Fatale. We kissed and I slept in his arms (My plan is to for now avoid sex if there is any emotions involved). 
Basically he is The Ex's best friend. Its a politically very fragile situation with a far too many friendship bonds, but to kiss is a large step in the right/wrong direction considering apparently "everyone things we would make such a nice pair". 

What can a girl do? O Circus Fatale.

Sunday, 18 January 2009

Never goes well for Fatale does it

So I am a changed woman. I really want Mr. Perfect. Yet of course now that I have realised this he avoids me. I want to grow up get married and have little babies (really! em or almost), but he wants to focus on his finals. Why does he miss this chance? He asks me to never leave him and then he won't see me for a week! Isn't that a bit of playing on the risky side from his perspective?

I have also realised how impossible it must be to actually joining the mile high club. Made out with a young Brazilian man on a flight to Sao Paolo, and just that felt embarrassing. But lovely. O I cannot resist a man who asks if he may kiss me.